Sometimes freak outs happen for no reason at all…and then sometimes there is every reason in the book to freak out. I always enjoy a good freak out session(well not really when they are happening..but when its over I like them). It usually makes me feel better. Crying and screaming sometimes brings out the best in me. There have been alot of things on my plate lately and I have a bad habit of just letting them pile up onto each other until they all just topple over. The situation is never good for anyone that might be in the line of fire when the topple begins. I am thankful for my family and friends that have listened to my many freakouts over the years. They might have a different opinion but they should know that they are greatly appreciated. After the freak outs are over I feel a sense of peace…I usually have a good talk with God and all is better. If I would just leave it up to Him in the first place I probably wouldn’t need to freak out but would fun would that be. So if you haven’t had any good freak out sessions lately and you can feel it all about to topple…go ahead and scream…cry…whatever you need to do to make yourself feel better…it will be worth it in the end. Enjoy your coffee!

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“Came in as no-one
Leaving as someone powerless
You were the sole one
Helpless you were alone

Left him for to grow
Untainted by his shadow
Blamed him not for it all
Just too well learned a man to fall

I want to get by
I want to return
I want you to fly
Only bitterness burnt

How do I get there?
How do I pass?
How could you leave
Without looking back?

Heard all you had to say
Though it changes not a thing today
Forgiveness is so much to ask
When findings re-write the past.”

Mostly Autumn

And thrice a goodbye is written and thus the seventh sail concealed under the weeping moon. Just to have the strength to do it, just to make me sure I can do it, ans the bittersweet agony of it, is that I always knew I could. And I played deaf to Raven’s words, and to Amanda’s whispers, and to Sabrina’s kiss. But thy were always right, I am such a cruel heart, and to say goodbye is bloody easy. Well, my dearest demoiselles de mes chagrins, you only got it a 70% right. And it is so sweet to see you mistaken, I’m still a walking mystery that reveals in its entirely only to Luna. No my sweetest deviltries, I wont say goodbye. Just for the ache and the pleasure of it, just for the sweet evil of it. But I wont drown. I was willing to drown in the sea of green, but hell, I’m the mariner, I can’t. Painful a bit, but well, if there is anyone who will survive love it is me. But the song is true and forgiveness is so much to ask when findings re-write the past. So is love. At least the romantic and sweet love I once dreamed about. The kind of love I still dream about. But now I realize that there is no point in looking for an angel, even if she is one of mercy, no. Angels in the end tend to be so predictable and plain. No, now I understand your wise words. Or at least true words. There are no angels for me, only devils and fallen angels; only fairies and belle dames sans merci; only real elven queen of might and wonder, of fear and joy. Only one of us we may say.

It is kind of sad, it is beautifully sad. Just like Rafael’s virgins. Beautiful as Galatea. And well, there is nothing left to do but to sit back and enjoy the sunshine while it lasts and the soft winter caress of a withering love. And for just two winters only we had it all. But it fades and ends. And here I find myself were I have always been, in me. I’m back, stronger, terrible as the dawn and treacherous as the sea. I’m back as the eternal black rose immortal that survives another summer. I’m stronger than I used to be, I have stop running away from my past, and well this is me. The old and mighty me. The weak and lustful me. And we are all again a happy and twisted family with no bloodlines to be bound but with magic lines to look into the eye. We are back I guess. And my dear Raven, I still can kick your ass and I still can make a fool of you with the sword, and that is so dearly beautiful. And Amanda, I’m sorry for some of my actions, but deal with it, you are and always will be an immature bitch with too many issues in her heart to get out of life alive. And Sabrina, Sabrina, Sabrina; just hand me my leather and it will be so very clear and love isn’t forever. But we already knew that. We are kind of experts on such a subject. I’ll guess I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon. As always, and never.

By the way, I’ll love her, always and never, as everything was perfect, always and never.