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For all those that don’t know, I am hosting a weekly Blog Talk Radio show. Yes, it’s true. So, I wanted to let everyone know who this week’s special guest will be. I have scheduled Shelia Goss for this weeks talk show. Shelia is a best selling author of women’s fictional books. For all those that don’t know who she is, I took the opportunity to show you her accomplishments and accolades:
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I’ve had a lot to blog about lately. Unfortunately, I’ve had nearly zero energy to do it. I’m realizing that, while some bloggers might have inside information to my life, I’ve otherwise left all knowledge of the status of my marriage and my history with my wife on my other blog; now abandoned. The bottom line (for the purposes of this post, anyway) is that my relationship with my wife has been on a slow burning implosion for years. I’m pondering the question that because I’ve really given up on our relationship ever getting better, have I doomed it to a self-fulfilling prophecy of failure? When normally I may spend time thinking about possibilities and being positive and trying to be objective, when it comes to my marriage and my wife… I somehow manage to be very irrational and angry with a definite lack of forward thinking and sensitivity. I fear that for the past few years, I’ve become (with specific regard to my wife) the very thing that I despise other men for being; selfish, insensitive, hurtful and ignorant. I’ve become a hypocrite. Not to say that I’ve been in the wrong all this time. This is something that I am definitely NOT saying. However, I do believe that I need to own up to my own role in this downward spiral of a marital union as a husband and as a human being. Knowing that I haven’t given all of this the quality of thought with a clearer head and a sound resolve, I want to try to get my thoughts out on the matter. What will this do? Where will this get me? What do I intend to find out? I don’t know the answer. Resentment runs deep in my veins. And I have a hardened heart; one that is not so easy to reclaim once lost. However, I need to reflect upon my life and claim my responsibilities as a father, a husband and a man.
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